I hate this part right here

it's been awhile i didn't write because of being a typical college student assignments and exams. the day u r leaving is near. i going to miss u very much n u wouldn't know that. u been busy trying to spend more time with ur gf. i just hope that there is miracle we could talk face to face to each other like friends or couple. i just hope the love or better i say 'the feeling' (for me it is not love btw u n ur gf!!!) will fade and keep on fading when u guys separate or ur gf dump u for another guy *yahoo* then u know she is not worth it. she just another empty can.

what annoy me.....

1)people with half spiky n half straight hairstyle!

they should spike all if they want to have spiky hairstyle. Half spike and half straight REALLY annoy me!!!! Spiky hair only look good on short hair. If guy hair is long, he can do this

2)rough skin on elbows

when this girl walk pass u, u stare at her n forget what is happening around u. she is the most beautiful girl u ever see on this planet. u look from the top to bottom. she has this very long, shiny n soft hair untill her waist. she has a good complex. her eyes are shining, cute nose and sexy kissable rosy lips. her face is so clear no any acne or scar n her skin look very smooth and fair that u can't resist to touch if u have a chance. when her back is facing u, U GOT THE HORRIBLE SHOCK OF YOUR LIFE!!!! her elbows skin is totally different from the other part of her body! it is darker than her skin. it is also look rough n some of the skin is peeling out. it is wrinkle as an old tree. u think that if she apply lotion to her elbows it won't work now. she needed the most rough sand paper to get rid of the rough skin first n then, apply all the lotions available in the market so that her elbows skin will become smooth so to match up with her skin. some of this beautiful girls only take care of their face. they forget or don't have the knowledge of the need to take care of other body parts skins

3)messy

3)people take repeated photo of them
people who take many pic of themselves with the SAME pose n SAME angle which ZOOM to their faces only n ACT cute of making their cheeks chubby or poutting their lips. oh my f goodness, did they need some class for how to pose for camera? some are cute to cute but some are not cute to cute. if they r not bore of posing that way, other people will feel bored of looking at the pic.

the list will never stop.......

S.M Entertaiment having global audition for 2008!

http://shenyuepop.com/2008/09/05/apparently-slave-labor-is-in-style/

FYI, S.M. Entertainment is a talent agency, producer, and publisher of Korean pop music, founded by Lee Soo-man. Initially, "SM" was an abbreviation of the agency founder's name, but now stands for "Star Museum". Once the home of groups like H.O.T., S.E.S., and Shinhwa, some of its current roster includes BoA and TVXQ. SM Entertainment also co-publishes Avex Trax releases for Japanese artists such as Ayumi Hamasaki, Namie Amuro, and Kumi Koda

It is truth. what they talking about made sense. You need to sacrifice your soul, life, health, physical and mental emotion in order to be a superstar based from South Korea. see how Kwon BoA started her career when she was 11 years old. she had to practise singing and dancing almost everyday from that young age and also learn japanese as S.M management also want her to launch her career in Japan. in such young age, she needed to leave her mum n home to go to Japan. She has miss all the fun life of being a kid and a teenager such as attending school, playing with friends, shopping and hang out with friends.

Are You on Facebook? It's Cool Right?

Many of us these days have an online profile. You know, those little things you put up on Friendster, Facebook or the likes, telling the world how superbly unique you are by doing exactly what a billion other people are doing.

What I wanna discuss today are the subtle and sneaky ways people have started to use online profiles. Have you ever seen a profile where the user, usually a female and a good-looking one at that, deliberately puts up a photo of herself alongside her trusty female sidekick, who happens to be unfortunate enough to be uglier than the user. And the Good Looking One captions her photo as : ' Me and my cute/pretty/gorgeous friend!'

My first thought upon encountering such a profile was , 'Wow she is HOT!". After the initial awe had died down, and I had cleaned myself up, I then began to observe The Hot One's friend."Wow she is UGLY". And it's not like I have anything personal towards the Ugly Duckling, as I myself possess the physical attractiveness and sexual magnetism of a collection of haemorrhoids, but the relative comparison of the two just makes matters worse for the poor gal. I mean, the hot one looks THAT much hotter when placed next to the her ugly companion, who looks THAT much worse. It's like comparing body fat percentage between me and a pen, and then saying ,'Oh Jason, you are so slim!"

That is just self promotion at its sneakiest. Even Pepsi and Coca Cola wouldn't do that. The best either company would do is just say "Here is our drink, it is the best in the world". In all fairness, I suppose one can't really say , "I am the best looking gal in my group of friends", as that will produce a catfight even World War 2 veterans would fear to interfere, but still, how dare she?How dare she be so superficial and heartless?

And the caption in itself is the most devilish and cruel of all. By referring to her ugly friend as 'gorgeous' , and herself who is good looking as just 'Me', that is just rubbing salt, pepper, paprika, and industrial strength hydrochloric acid into an already festering wound. Just for the record, such a thing won't happen to boys, as an act like that will be described as "Totally Gay' and that message will be conveyed to the perpetrator of so heinous an act through the medium of fists to his face and knees to his testicular region. And who's to say industrial strength hydrochloric acid won't be involved at all?

And what about those really really self absorbed individuals who take a picture of just their face, but THEY ARE NOT LOOKING AT THE CAMERA. Instead, they are staring wistfully into space, showing thoughtful and endearing emotions. How much of a poser can you be? Can you imagine how insulted the person holding the camera is? The person being photographed isn't even paying attention to the photographer! "What is so interesting to the left of your visual field that you aren't even looking at me, the loser who agreed to photograph you? Shall I photograph that instead?"

Then it gets worse. Not content with just ONE photo of themselves as their profile photo, some individuals take like, 50 photos of JUST THEIR FACES and then assemble them into a collage of some sort.So now, when you click on their profiles, you are treated to like a million different camera angles of their nostrils, eyebrows, facial hair, pimples, freckles etc etc. It's like they are trying to convince you , "Look, it's really me okay?" in case you get confused with someone else who coincidentally share their name AND their facial features.

I once had a female friend who for her sake of privacy we shall refer to as Miss X who had been going on and on for months about this friend of her friend's who is ABSOLUTELY gorgeous, with smooth skin, anime-like hair and that dangerous, bad boy look about him. Of course, she had only saw him online on his Friendster profile and the only thing she knew about him was through his testimonials, many from girls who described him as "leng chai", "sexy man", "bootlicious", etc etc, all bordering on the pornographic.

When they finally met at a gathering at Starbucks, Miss X nearly puked her coffee via her nostrils.The cruel irony was that this particular dude, whom I shall refer to as Mr. X, had the complexion and skin texture of a rotten pineapple. His bad boy demeanour came from several years of evading the law while selling highly illegal yet very much sought after pirated porn VCDs. All his female 'friends' referred to him as 'the sexy one' out of sarcasm and out of the fact that every single one of them had rejected his advances.

After her coughs and sputters, suddenly Miss X began laughing. I felt a bit disturbed, as clearly this was a bit rude. Mr. X was after all, a stranger she had just met. I reprimanded her for her superficiality. She then apologized and clarified, "It's just so bloody funny 'cause he's actually better looking than you!". .

Online profiles do have their perks. But some people overdo it. Have you heard of people who have like, multiple Friendster accounts, and like, a megazillion blogs, each one detailing their personal life by the second? I mean, how many friends can one have? I have seen a few people on Friendster who each have like a total combined number of friends in the thousands. In my opinion, if you have more than a 100 friends, you are a celebrity and no longer need an online profile. Just stick to about 50 or so, and pass the rest to me.

The other day I went to London to visit my friend, S. The politically correct term to describe her is "Facebook Whore", and I feel that it has taken over her life. The moment I met her for the first time in a long while, she immediately exclaimed, "OH MY GAWSH, I have not seen you for so long…on Facebook". I replied that Facebook didn't appeal to me, and she replied with the most dangerous sentence in all of Womankind - "Oh"- in a tone that suggested that I had defecated on her bed. To fill in the awkward silence that followed, I decided to ask her about the virtues of Facebook : -

"See see, it's so cool, you can write on your friends' wall! And you can also check 'wall to wall' and see what others have replied to each other's wall! Cool right? Faster go write something on my wall!" And if you look at your friends' photos, you can move your mouse over their faces and their NAMES WILL APPEAR! Cool right? And if you CLICK on their face, you can immediately see their profile! Cool right? And look look, you can give gifts to your friends! *moves mouse pointer over a Teddy Bear icon the size of a thumbnail*. If you click here, your friend will receive the gift! Cool right? And if you want someone's attention, you can poke that person! Cool right? See, this fella has poked me. So I will poke him back. I tell you, I have been poked by him and his friends for like, 50 times last week. I better go mention that on his wall. Cool right?

We should try to do other stuff besides online profiling. Go out. Talk to an actual living, breathing PERSON. Gossip. Bathe. Fantasize about the opposite sex. Do something you can be proud of. Many years from now, will you tell your grandkids, "Hey, when I was your age, I had an awesome online profile"? Or when you are lying on your deathbed, you ain't gonna say , "Damn, I wish I jazzed up my HTML on my Friendster account". If you got that last joke, you NEED TO GET OUT OF YOUR HOUSE.

(Taken from rage.com, author sickopsycho666)

Cat!

yesterday a cat 'broke' into my house. my house is at the 9th floor. the cat must has taken the lift up.......hahaha.i know it isn't funny. it must has used the stairs! stupid penny phuah. we didn't close the wooden door. we only locked the grill. me n my sis was shock n excited! because it's been 5 year we live at this apartment, we very rare to see stray cats or dogs but this cat doesn't seem 'ugly' n dirty. it must be somebody pet. It is white with brown spots. it was raining outside so we can't bring it to the ground floor so i made milk with Anlene milk because that's the only type of milk i have in my house. it drank a little. it like to go under the couch and behind the tv cupboard. it always hit its head on the floor because the floor is made from marble so it slippery. every time the cat hit its head, i would laugh like hell. now i know my laughter can scare a cat! the cat will run away n hide whenever i laughed. when me n my sister was standing, the cat will love to rub its whole body at our toes awww. the rain stopped, we brought it to the ground floor. if we leave it on other floor it might also 'break' into somebody else house

Music2u 2008 Unplug Competition

(the front & back of my ticket)

it was held yesterday at wangsa maju's feeling cafe! It was SO fun! this competition is actually for the level 3 students who want to get their certificate to graduate. all the tutors dressed up, looked very different....for the guys they look *saliva dripping* n for the girls they look outrageous pretty. not forgetting those participants too, so many good looking guys too ^^.

after the performances, we had buffet and then, we had game session! all of us were divided to 10 ppl in a group. there is an indian guy was given a earphone so he had to sing out the chinese songs. we had to guess. who guess wrong will be spray by the fake snow. also, when after 10 second still nobody guess, all of us get sprayed. it made our hair gone white like old people. the group which guess the most correctly won a hamper sponsor from mr david.

now for the lucky draw. the prize is a mp3. mr david said in order to be fair he called a volunter. the third time he took the number then that is the winner. the funny thing is this volunter guy for the first and second time he vote he get the same number! and for the third time also the same number! in chinese saying "there is a ghost". unfortunately, it isn't me that win *poutting lips* so that was the end of the show. i get to snap pic with some tutors, mr IS, mr Chong N mr David. i don't have the pic now. it was in their camera. it is because my elder sis took the camera for her dinner *darn*

Guitar tabs

hi guys, does anyone of u know a site of guitar tab which has tabs for japanese and chinese songs? i once recommend u guys ultimate guitar, it does not contain lot of asian songs

Favourite song 5

~Prisoner Of Love~

Utada Hikaru

Heiki na kao de uso wo tsuite

Waratte iyake ga sashite

Raku bakari shiyou to shiteita

Naimononedari buruusu

Minna yasuragi wo motometeiru

Michitariteru no ni ubaiau

Ai no kage wo otteiru

Taikutsu na mainichi ga kyuu ni kagayakidashita

Anata ga arawareta ano hi kara

Kodoku demo tsurakute mo heiki da to omoeta

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Yameru toki mo sukoyaka naru toki mo

Arashi no hi mo hare no hi mo tomoni ayumou

I’m gonna tell you the truth

Hitoshirezu tsurai michi wo erabu

Watashi wo ouen shite kureru

Anata dake wo tomo to yobu

Tsuyogari ya yokubari ga muimi ninarimashita

Anata ni ai sareta ano hi kara

Jiyuu demo yoyuu demo hitori ja munashii wa

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Oh mou sukoshi da yo

Don’t you give up

Oh misute nai zettaini

Zankoku na genjitsu ga futari wo hikisakeba

Yori issou tsuyoku hikare au

Ikurademo ikurademo ganbareru ki ga shita

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Arifureta nichijou ga kyuu ni kagayaki dashita

Kokoro wo ubawareta ano hi kara

Kodoku demo tsuraku demo heiki da to omoeta

I’m just a prisoner of love

Just a prisoner of love

Stay with me, stay with me

My baby, say you love me

Stay with me, stay with me

Hitori ni sasenai

I should be there!!!!

Yesterday MTV Asia Award for 2008 was held at genting highlands, malaysia and YES! i'm lining in malaysia and genting highlands is like 40 minutes from my house by car!!!!! I enterred contests in order to win a ticket to the show but......nothing. I REALLY REALLY WANTED to watch it live......... here are the fun things i missed........

I just loveeee her dress!

Stefanie Sun' dress is gorgeous too!!

"poutting my lips"

End of working

I already resign. my last day was 30th of july. returned every kino properties already on 1st august and also treat my colleagues with McD ice-cream ~now can start revision for college~

it's a small world after all

I chat with my music tutor, Mr David after our class. He was my form 6 senior after all! When he was in form 6, he also went to the same tuition center as I do for Physics. We went to the famous Mr Huan's at the Petaling Street. The funny part was Mr David called Mrs Huan in charge for the admin. He recalled that Mrs Huan will always come to ask for fee every early of the month and when students didn't pay, she will shout the student name from outside of the class. During my time she was like that too. Mr David about 5-6 years older than me so Mrs Huan didn't changed after all.......hehe

petrol price increase rm0.70 from midnight

the prime minister of malaysia, datuk Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi announced price hikes for petrol, diesel and electricity. He said the new price for petrol is RM2.70 a litre, effective midnight tonight. The price goes up by 78sen from the current RM1.92, a hike of 40%. Abdullah also announced that the price of diesel would be increased by RM1 from RM1.58 to RM2.58. He also said that Tenaga Nasional Bhd would be raising electricity rates by 18% for homes and 26% for business users. talking about increase of price in petrol, my dad called me to go fill up the fuel as much as possible. so i went around 11.30pm. there are 3 petrol stations at my place which is side by side. once i reached there, there is a massive traffic jam, all cars are not moving. there are cars came from the opposite side, cars went into the petrol station of the way out and also people brought containers to fill the petrol! i got stuck in th middle. everyone don't want give way to me. other cars brought partner with them so that their partner can go to pay first and i am alone so everybody bully me T_T...... i waited almost midnight. it is going to midnight and my heart is beating very fast. suddenly, the left lane is empty. i quickly drive to there and fast as lightning go pay and fill the tank. yeah, i get to save the rm0.70!

kinokuniya 2008 stock date!

it is a important day for kino! where the whole store books and magazines are being counted precisely, hand counted and scanned one by one. kino is so damn big and there are thousand or maybe million of books are there, how on earth we going to do stock date? like this, all of the staffs must co-operate. all staffs must present. kino is closed only for that day. it start at 7am but i reached at 8am (oh gosh!) i had to scan the wall shelf and island shelf. wall shelf is so tall need to climb up. my both hands are hurt. the process of stock date took about 7 hours. after complete, the retail staffs are busy display their books and magazines while, the store operation staffs (cashiers) so free. i hang out at the magazine section, browsing magazines. there are glasses and customers can see through. they feel weird why kino is closed but there are people inside. my friend, li peng joked that customers though it is vip day.only vip customers can entered kino. we did put notice that we will be closing for stock date. there was a lady customer screaming at the entrance said she didn't see the notice and putting notice is useless. we should inform them. i think every big book shops in malaysia will do the same too. close for stock date. is this her first visit to a book shop? anyway, it is so much fun. it gave me time to really check up what books kino has! it is amazing, the book collections there are good! i am not bragging because i worked there but really! i once heard from our raja perak told his wife while he buying books here. he said about a book printed in london but hasn't out at london and kino is selling the book already.

if u just realize what i just realize

today weather is like usual very hot in the mid day later it rain heavily. i am working. behind a payment counter there is very big window which can see the klcc fountain. it was night n after raining. it was misty n cold it remind me of the time when i was working at genting during midnight shift. the restaurant has big window too. genting always cold n misty. just feel like back in genting again!

something funny incident happened at work. a customer came to the counter with a book. of course we scan the book n stamp the 'k' stamp at the barcode thinking the customer want to purchase it. the customer ask us why the book is so expensive n ask for a paper to take down the title because he want to make up his mind whether to buy it or not. he told us to keep at the counter for him. that show him at first didn't look at the price before he came to the counter n who does he think he is for keeping book at counter. so sorry our counter is full of plastics bags, paper bags n stuff. want us to keep a book for customer, please proceed to the customer service counter. we cashier also don't have the authority to reserved book at the counter. duh, i so pissed off. do u think he deserve some slaps at the face n some kicks at a$$?

today also was my first time to see a pregnant woman's stomach bulging. the baby is kicking inside!. so fascinating! it was my collegaue. she is pregnant with a baby boy. she said one time she was in the lrt n it was so crowded. a man was so near in front of her n the baby was kicking. he got shocked! can't wait to see her baby, if i had chance

there are more to life

Don't cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me?
Don't cha
I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do)
Thats why whenever I come around She's all over you (she's all over you)
I know you want it (I know you want it)
It's easy to see (it's easy to see)

Don't cha
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was raw like me?
Don't cha wish your girlfriend was fun like me?
Don't cha
Don't cha

Fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
Leave it alone (leave it alone)
Cause if it ain't love
It just aint enough to leave my happy home (my happy home)
Let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)
You have to play fair (you have to play fair)
See I dont care
But I know She ain't gonna wanna share

i want to learn piano!!!

one new goal has aded to my list that is LEARN TO PLAY PIANO! when i was ten, i learnt to play organ but didn't finish the course coz that time my parents were making fuss about the 'expensive' fee. this whole feeling come back because i just after watching jay chou's movie 'secret'. the story is duh like when playing the piece of music on piano n u able to go to the next 20 years. but the end part is sooooo sad.....

Hey hey, you you
I don't like your girlfriend,
No way, no way
I think you need a new one,
Hey hey, you you
I could be your girlfriend.
Hey hey, you you,
I know that you like me,
No way, no way,
You know it's not a secret,
Hey hey, you you,
I want to be your girlfriend.
You're so fine,I
want you [to be] mine,
You're so delicious,
I think about you all the time,
You're so addictive,
Don't you know what I can do,
To make you feel alright.
Don't pretend,I think you know,
I'm damn precious,
And hell yeah,
I'm the motherfucking princess,
I can tell you like me too,
And you know I'm right.
She's like so whatever,
You can do so much better,
I think we should get together now,
And that's what everyones's talking 'bout.
Hey hey, you you,
I don't like your girlfriend,
No way, no way,
I think you need a new one,
Hey hey, you you,
I could be your girlfriend.
Hey hey, you you,
I know that you like me,
No way, no way,
You know it's not a secret,
Hey hey, you you,
I want to be your girlfriend.
I can see the way,
I see the way you look at me,
And even when you look away,
I know you think of me,
I know you talk about me all the time,
Again and again.
So come over here,
And tell me what I wanna hear,
Better, yet,
Make the girlfriend disappear,
I don't wanna hear you say her name,
Ever again.
'Cause she's like so whatever,
And you can do so much better,
I think we should get together now,
And that's what everyones's talking 'bout.
Hey hey, you you,
I don't like your girlfriend,
No way, no way,
I think you need a new one,
Hey hey, you you,
I could be your girlfriend.
Hey hey, you you,
I know that you like me,
No way, no way,
You know it's not a secret,
Hey hey, you you,
I want to be your girlfriend.
In a second you'll be, Wrapped around my finger,
'Cause I can, 'Cause I can do it better,
There's no other,
So when's it gonna sink in,
She's so stupid,
What the hell were you thinking?
In a second you'll be, Wrapped around my finger,
'Cause I can, 'Cause I can do it better,
There's no other,
So when's it gonna sink in,
She's so stupid,
What the hell were you thinking?
Hey hey, you you,
I don't like your girlfriend,
No way, no way,
I think you need a new one,
Hey hey, you you,
I could be your girlfriend,
No way, no way.
Hey hey, you you,
I know that you like me,
No way, no way,
You know it's not a secret,
Hey hey, you you,
I want to be your girlfriend,
No way, no way.
Hey hey, you you,
I don't like your girlfriend,
No way, no way,
I think you need a new one,
Hey hey, you you,
I could be your girlfriend,
No way, no way.
Hey hey, you you,
I know that you like me,
No way, no way,
You know it's not a secret,
Hey hey, you you,
I want to be your girlfriend,
No way, no way,
Hey hey.

(avril lavigne's girlfriend)

if i be like what in avril's song, i think u going to scare of me n avoiding me. what's wrong for a girl to express her feeling to a guy? i don't think your girlfriend likes u at first. u made the first move by telling her that u like her n asked her to be your girlfriend then, she agreed. if u didn't express your feeling to her, u both won't be a couple untill now. so why can't a girl do like that? is it because i don't look as sweet as her or as cute as her.

favourite song 4

BoA feat Feat. Yutaka Furukawa From Doping Panda

~Lose Your Mind~

mitame no watashi wo sukidatte

honto hoshii monoshiranainda

Shoo-Do-Bee, Do you wanna bag, shoes and cosmetic

Material jyamo mitasarenai

LOSE YOUR MIND button jyaugurai

MAKE ME WILD shigekiteki na WILD BEAT

BABY LOSE YOUR MIND“BOYS DON'T KNOW WHAT GIRLS WANT”

motto kimi wo muchuu ni sasetai

LOSE YOUR MIND

doushitemo rikai fukanou

24/7 aitai no ni

Shoo-Do-Bee, Do you like, music magic and dramatic

kokoro ni kiku mono dakega suki

LOSE YOUR MIND hamatsu shaugurai

MAKE ME WILD odoraseteyo WILD BEAT

BABY LOSE YOUR MIND

“BOYS DON'T KNOW WHAT GIRLS WANT”nankai datte repeat shitetai

LOSE YOUR MIND

LOSE YOUR MIND button jyaugurai

MAKE ME WILD shigekiteki na WILD BEAT

BABY LOSE YOUR MIND

“BOYS DON'T KNOW WHAT GIRLS WANT”motto kimi omuchuu ni sasetai

LOSE YOUR MIND

LOSE YOUR MIND hamatsu shaugurai

MAKE ME WILD odoraseteyo WILD BEAT

BABY LOSE YOUR MIND

“BOYS DON'T KNOW WHAT GIRLS WANT”

nankai datte repeat shitetai

LOSE YOUR MIND

favourite song 3

Leona Lewis

~Bleeding Love~

closed off from love

i didn't need the pain

once or twice was enough

and it was all in vain

time starts to pass

before you know it your frozen

but something happened for the very first time with you

my heart melted to the ground, found something true

and everyones looking round thinkin g i'm going crazy

but i dont care what they say,

i'm in love with you,

they tried to pull me away,

but they dont know the truth,

my hearts crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

you cut me up and i

keep bleeding,

i keep keep bleeding love,

i keep bleeding,

i keep keep bleeding love,

keep bleeding,

keep keep bleeding love,

you cut me up

trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud

they pissing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubtlet them know that the goal is to keep me from falling

but nothings greater than the rest that comes with your embrace

in this world alone the loneliness i see your face

your everywhere around me everyone thinks i'm going crazy

but i dont care what they say

i'm in love with you

they tried to pull me away

but they dont know the truth

my hearts crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

you cut me up and i

keep bleeding,

i keep keep bleeding love,

i keep bleeding,

i keep keep bleeding love,

keep bleeding,

keep keep bleeding love,

you cut me up

and it's draining out of me

oh they find it hard to believe

i'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

i dont care what they say

i'm in love with you

they try to pull me away

but they don't know the truth

my hearts crippled by the vein that i keep on closing

ooh you cut me up and i

keep bleeding and

i keep keep bleeding love,

keep bleeding,

keep keep bleeding love,

keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love

oh you cut me open and i

keep bleeding,

keep keep bleeding love,

keep bleeding,

keep keep bleeding love

oh you cut me open and

i keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love

can i

can i, could i, will i have your love,
i feel so sad to see your pictures taken with your girlfriend,
my heart is aching, feeling my whole world is crashing down,
in the pictures you look like you think you are the luckiest and happiest person in the world,
in the pictures you guys seem so happy (bleukk!!! ),
the greatest moment for you was the time you spend with her,
you thought she is the one,
but i don't think so!
this is quite silly,
as you don't know me and have not meet me,
but i seen you once,
am so happy to know that you are my collegue's roommate,
that time the chemistry came to me,
the feeling is just like leona lewis's bleeding love song,
hoping to see you everyday,
hoping you can be by my side most of the time,
you gave me motivation in life,
of how to be a girl,
how to have a better life,
you give me hope to survive in this complicated life again,
i will work hard to achieve my dream,
so i able to meet you in the future
then u be mine.....maybe
hope you will wait for me

Valentine's Day

i have read my ex-senior's blog long time ago. her blog was about valentine's day http://simplyfelicious.blogs.friendster.com/simply_felicious/2007/02/valentines_day.html. i am really agree with her view. like yay, why need to celebrate love so special which it can be celebrated everyday?! i am all for love too but don't get me wrong. i also hate to buy into something so commercialised. Why give people the right to make money off of it? You just have to see how many money mongers rise up the price of roses on V-Day alone to understand what I mean.

I would also hate it if my boyfriend bought me some ridiculously expensive thing on Valentine's Day but treated me like a non-person every other day of the year. I hate the fact that watching their other friends receive valentines from their admirers could make some beautiful young girls feel unloved and unwanted when nothing could be further from the truth. I hate the fact that having no one to send valentines to could embarrass a young man.

honestly, it make me feel like a biggest loser when nobody send me valentines. That is how much this celebration can affect people's perceptions. And their wallets.

i'm so happy!

look what i found in cold storage

it is a waffle! an instant waffle. i love waffle, i used to buy those waffles sell at shopping malls where they put butter n peanut butter or with strawberry jam or chocolate jam. but lately those waffle kinda suck. they has become more thin n thin also tasteless. they add more water to the batter to save budget on other ingredients. now i able to eat my delicious waffle again with the waffle aroma again n know where to find it!

blue nail

this what happened when u r inexperienced cashier.

Kinokuniya cashiers need to stamp a 'K' sign on the barcode on the item when it is purchase by the customers. fit is for security purpose. from time to time we need to refill the ink n that was my first time made my thumb nail turned all blue thank god it came off a bit the next day!

So 'proud'!

Wow, my school appearred in the newspaper!

Gombak school also segregates boys and girls

KUALA LUMPUR: It appears that SMK Seremban Jaya in Senawang is not the only co-ed school to have practised segregation.

The boys and girls at SMK Hillcrest in Gombak, apart from having to sit in separate rows in the classrooms, also sit on separate benches at the school canteen.
A check by The Star discovered that they were also required to use different staircases.

Break time: Boys and girls have to sit separately at SMK Hillcrest’s canteen.According to a schoolgirl there, this was the normal practice as it was also carried out at her primary school, SK Taman Seri Gombak, located not far from SMK Hillcrest.

“If we are caught taking the boy’s staircase or vice versa, we would be given two demerit points and when the points total up to 30, action will be taken against us.

“I don’t know what the punishment is, perhaps we might be suspended,” she said.
When asked the reason for separate staircases, another schoolgirl said that it was the school’s policy to provide some form of protection for girls.

“The boys are a bit rough at times, perhaps the school authorities do not want them to knock into the girls,” she added.

A parent who has a child studying at SMK Hillcrest confirmed that male and female students sat in different rows in the classroom.
The use of separate staircases had also been implemented at SK Taman Sri Gombak since the middle of last year, she said.

She added that the practice was not proper, as young children should be taught to respect one another regardless of their gender.

On Thursday, Education director-general Datuk Alimuddin Mohd Dom, when asked to comment on the segregation issue at SMK Seremban Jaya, said the ministry did not have a policy of segregating boys and girls.

The school’s principal could not be reached for comment.

it is too cool for them but cute!

Kids today are so lucky. they can be stylish in such young age because of 'bape kids' http://www.bapekids.jp/ created by Nigo http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Bathing_Ape.

the red jacket with hood and the 'batman' is sooo cute because it has 'ears'

isn't this girl is so adorable and cool?

Bathing Ape recently made a plush toy of Winnie the Pooh with their popular Bape camo

here are some pics of the bape kids store in harajuku, tokyo, japan.

the center store has a pool filled with 'colourful plastic bananas' instead of the usual plastic balls
parents can leave their children playing in the pool while they baping them. i sooooo wanna bring my kids to visit this store! gotta study hard so to able to get a good job with good pay then, i can fly to japan!

huhu going to be 21

21 years old....
what does that means?
the years that u have been living on earth?
the end of your teen period n it is the beginning of your adult period?
should it be celebrated like the new year countdown party?
does it means u get the absolutely freedom to do anything.... i mean really anything?
do u need to change ur personalities, ur way of thinking n ur sense of fashion to ?
is it the time for u to look back, cherish what are those things u couldn't do anymore?